I'm laughing and crying

and trying to get ahead

but I can't

cause I'm lost and my head is in the air

and my feet are on the ground

but I'm not even sure

what that means anymore

I've lost my direction

and there isn't any point

in what I do

but I do it anyway

but I still don't know how

and I'm tired of asking why

'cause they say it will be o.k.

in the morning

but I'm scared of the light

it might make things too clear

and I never wanted

to be naked in front of you

but I was anyway

and you knew

but it didn't help

and I didn't stop crying

and I still feel

like a little boy

and its a crappy day

with snow on the ground

anyway