I Come Before You
In madness I come before you, to
bare all, no stone of mind left
unturned, no misery foresaken in
lieu of joy for all is the same
to me, in madness.
In humility I bow and scrape before
you, to fawn over you, hands
clasped in servile stance, crying,
obsequiesness is joy to me
in humility.
In pure meat lust I thrust myself
at you, straining and screaming
at the physical chains that hold,
cock dances huge erect before me,
beckoning strangely in pure meat lust.
In dreams I come to you; vision or
nightmare mouthing wordly wisdoms
just beond the range of hearing,
frustrated and tormented I float
before you, in dreams.
With words I shout at you, pedantic
mumblings, dreary teachings beyond
detachment and reason; madness,
humility, lust and dreams spew
forth; a fountain, I must release
my soul, with words.