After Baudelaire
I am not the first alienated man
nor will I be the last one.
It is the strange habit of history
that spits her true sons into the street.
It is a trifling matter this alienation
men from the street the world seems tormented
and now cannot touch me where I live.
My friends know my place, know my madness
know that I rest here easy
even smugly with the weight of history behind me.
Though they may feel as I do
that my days are numbered and finite.
However my search is not for immortality
I merely look for a place to live
and watch the earth spin on her crazy axis.